I just moved to a new city and am forced to find a new doctor. I am terrified to do so. after years of doctors poking and prodding and humiliating me I don’t want to go back. I had a great doctor before I moved and am now having to start all over. I’m embarrassed of my movements and my disorder. I don’t want to explain myself to yet another doctor. I need a good pt/ot team. I’m sick of being angry and ashamed. I want to live not just exist.